In the past week, I found out my "big news" was just too good to be true. But I am okay with that. I have also failed another Organic Chem test, so I decided last night to drop the class and retake it when I do not have 12 hours of other science classes to focus on. I am diving head first into Stella & Dot, praying my commitment to this venture does not wane over the coming months. I have realized that I have become commitment phobic over the past few years and keep asking myself "why?" and "when?" I have never been one to not see something through to completion. I think its that instant gratification need in my soul. But lately, it has been very concerning to me. I do not like NOT finishing something I started... and finishing it well.
Stella & Dot has a lot of potential for me. I mean, who can complain about selling fabulous jewelry to fabulous people? I am setting myself a goal of 10 trunk shows a month. That is pretty high, but definitely doable. And will keep me busy enough not to ask silly questions about my life! I have 3 shows booked for next week, so I am off to a good start. In addition to the S&D shows, I have been promoting Shabby & Chic a little more with a few new product ideas. Have even gotten a few orders and that always makes me happy.
I told B this week that I have a lifelong goal to run a half marathon, preferably the Disney half next February. He is supposed to help me start training (and work on this commitment thing). I don't know why I struggle so much with running, it does not come easily for me. I see so many who make it seem so effortless, I cannot help but ask myself what is the difference. I have been doing yoga more though. It helps so much to clear my mind. A new studio has opened in Valdosta, so I am able to go to some great classes while at home. I feel so renewed after an hour of replacing my thoughts with breathing and stretching.
So~ the question of the day~ What's next? Who knows... hopefully a lot of trunk shows, some creative therapy and maybe a job interview or two.
I decided this week, life is a boxing match. I just have to roll with the punches, taking them and giving them because I know God is my COACH and REFEREE. He knows how I will win and will be the one to get me there. But that does not mean I may not take a few blows to the chin...
Here is to another blog, another day, another prayer and another smile. Because I really live a blessed life
xoxo
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